artis of the month

brutal brother thank's to : god for loving us,Doran family,all fans(love you all)

joghin : thahks to god for all kindes,my lovely mom(i love u too),my serial sister killer( cuz u gw ga' gaptek amat),the cousin,my big family of course,all fans yg sdh rela setia(bangsat lo semua.... ;>)

boyor : thanks to god,my mom,my girlfriend,all fans

double O : thanks to god,my mom,all fans,presiden indonesia bpk SBY

my serial sister killer

terkadang Tuhan punya cara lain untuk membantu kita....
entah datang darimana tiba tiba Tuhan mengirimkan gw seorang kakak perempuan yg kepo akut,cerewet,tapi dia gokil abis man...
kehadiran dia banyak membantu gw dalam banyak hal...for example "this blog" and many things
bukannya gw cheezy tp dia keren kok,gw merasa comfort untuk bicara apa aja ke dia(bahkan kadang gw suka ngegosipin orang sama dia)..
klo boleh gw deskripsiin dia itu punya ciri2 sebagai berikut :
- rambut ikal
- penyayang
- pengajar
- pengrajin
- egois
- insomania
- tatapanya KEPO
- mulutnya ga bisa diam (ngomong terus/cerewet)
- perhatian
- bijaksana
- baik hati
- dan yg paling penting dia adalah PEMBUNUH BERANTAI

love you sist...

art of me

this one of my artistic creation..
and i must have extra power to do that..belive it or not life is so hard man...
life is just not only for having fun man...
we must good enough to make our life better right..?
..thanks GOD for all gift that you give to me..

dear TUHAN

Tuhan..
aku lemah..dan aku perlahan jatuh
siapa dia..?
buat waktu jadi membisu
Tuhan...butakan aku tentang dia,
tanamkan kebencian terbesar padanya
agar aku kuat
untuk lanjutkan malam yg penuh bisik musuhMU..
hingga aku akan hidup untuk tertawa..
tak mungkin mati,
tak abadi,
dia buka itu
"joghin"

ternyata hidup itu ga semudah ketika gw masih sekolah..dulu gw bisa ngelakuin apa aja yang gw suka tanpa harus gw pikirkan terlebih dahulu..
sedangkan sekarang gw harus bekerja keras untuk mendapatkan semua kebutuhan gw.Orang-orang jaman dahulu selalu bilang "no matter who or what you are now..but the more importing is who or what you are that can make better for you'r life.."
dan menurut gw itu ada benarnya..
sebenarnya kita boleh enjoy our life,tapi kita juga harus sadar klo hidup ngga hanya diisi dengan kesenangan....
that what i learn from this beautiful life...
gw tunggu tantangan berikutnya dari hidup..
dan gw akan naik satu level untuk itu....

song for you

when i first saw you,i know i'm in love again
when i first touch you ,you say "i miss you so"
..please babe..dont break my heart..
..please babe..i really love you...
but now everything has change,i'm not belong to you
one word you didn't say..forgive to make you blue
please babe..dont say goodbye...
please babe..you the sweetest think i have
"no matter what you do.."
"no matter what you say.."
"no matter what you think about me.."
" i still love you babe...."

i will survive

"at first i was afraid,i was pretefied..
i cant thinking i could never life without you by my side ( but God by my side)
but then i spent so many night just thinking how you done me wrong.. n i growt strong..i learning how to get alone.."
sometimes we not alway got what we hope for our self,but we also can't make it bad..
"i'll wait you on day's"

start a new life

there is so many think has change in my life...

but i always know that GOD love us..